This episode is a return.
To grief.
To silence.
To the shoreline that held me when I couldn’t hold myself.
It’s a story carved across Charlotte, Carbondale, Avonia, and Rochester.
Across eclipses.
Across motherhood.
Across memory.
I speak about Shiv—not as a romance, but as a soul-recognition.
About the stones I collect at Avonia Beach after dropping off my children.
About grief that rides in the passenger seat.
And the moment I stopped trying to be okay
and started building from what was true.
They didn’t forget I was sacred.
I did.
And now—
I remember.