After wheelchairing through international airports after a gout attack in Thailand, i come back to surrender, to let go, have faith as a guiding philosophy. Living the dream. I call it LoserCore.
I talk about my Vispassana meditation retreat. It’s a silent retreat for 11 days. I doubt my sexuality and mourn my dogs that I left behind. Then I take peyote alone in the desert and have a realization.